feel like life is f*cking hard sometimes?
YEAH...WE TALK ABOUT THAT!SOMEWHERE BETWEEN "I'M FINE" AND "IT'S ALL FALLING APART" IS WHERE WE MEET.
women don't need advice
We don't need more book recommendations or supplements.We just need somewhere we can show up as we are, say what's actually on our mind, and not have to package it neatly.Somewhere you're not the capable one for once, and nobody's trying to turn your frustration into a 'lesson' or a personal growth moment.The Chaos Club is that room.We compare notes on the load we're carrying, admit the resentment we don't usually acknowledge, and laugh at how ridiculous it all is.Mostly, you realise you're not the only one thinking it. And that changes something.This isn't a moan fest or a man-bashing circle. It's a guided, themed conversation for women carrying a lot. I hold the structure. You bring your real life.
what happens
This is a monthly online gathering for women who are carrying a lot and not entirely okay with it anymore.You don’t need to blow your life up or reach a breakthrough. You don't need to prove how self-aware you are. You just need to show up.Each month we take one theme and look at what's really going on.In March, it's not just the load - it's why it's so hard to put it down.In April, it's being 'the nice one' - and what that costs you.Other months it's resentment no one's technically caused. Guilt you can't quite explain. Quiet grief. Or the pressure to be the strong one.We don't just vent about it. We slow it down and look at what keeps repeating.I hold the structure so we don't drift. You bring your real life.You can speak or just listen. Camera on or off. There's no need to be profound.You can't do this wrong.
THIS IS NOT...
This isn't therapy. It's not coaching or a masterclass. It's also not a free-for-all vent or a husband-bashing hour.It's a structured conversation where we talk honestly and look at what keeps repeating.The point isn't to cry on cue or turn everything into a healing journey. It's to realise you're not the only one thinking it.
WHO IT'S FOR
This space is for women who are used to coping and getting on with it.The capable ones people rely on. The ones who keep things steady and don't often get to say how it actually feels.You don't need the right words. You don't need to be 'good' at this.You just need to be in the room.
THE GROUP CHAT GOES ONLINE
We talk. We listen. We take the time to look at things we usually push past.You often leave feeling clearer - because for an hour you didn't have to carry it quietly.It has the ease of a girls' night in, without the pressure to entertain anyone. Come in your pyjamas if you want. Bring tea or wine. Light a candle. Don't worry if the kids interrupt you.It's honest conversation in real time with women who get it.
THE DETAILS
April's Theme : The Nice OneThis month we're looking at what it's like to be The Nice One.As women, we have spent most of our lives learning to be 'good girls' and despite finding ways to use our voice - we still swallow way too much to keep the peace.We pick our battles, we absorb irritation, and we smile our way through it all. "It's fine" after all, isn't it?!This one is bound to bring laughter, recognition in everyone, and hopefully leave us with a shared relief that makes us feel lighter.
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WHEN: Thursday 16th April 2026
TIME: 8:30pm (lasting 1 hour)
WHERE: Live online via Zoom
COST: FREE
RECORDING & CAMERAS: never any recordings & cameras always optional
I'M CICI
People tend to describe me as the one who listens in a way that makes things click.Some know me as a health coach or yoga teacher. Some as the operations girl who keeps things moving. Most just know I'm the friend you call when you need to sift through something properly.As a neurodivergent woman, I notice patterns quickly. I'm interested in what's underneath things - especially stress, emotion, and why we react the way we do. I like talking about it in a practical, no-nonsense way.I'm not great at small talk. I'm built for complex conversations.I'm not here to fix you. I'm here to help you make sense of what's already there.
